Namaste and Happy St Patricks Day!
First and foremost, I hope that you, your family and your pet(s) are remaining safe and healthy.
I can’t believe two weeks has already gone by and it’s time for another (Bi) Weekly Flygirl Fix! I hope everyone is doing well, making some good memories or just simply enjoying the little things in life.
Since my last (Bi) Weekly Flygirl Fix, I have gone out on a medical leave from work for a back surgery I was suppose to get on March 5th. However, the surgery ended up getting postponed due to some insurance guideline issues. I’m suppose to hear something tomorrow regarding when I can get some kind of procedure done to relieve this pain. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that I can get something done, have a speedy recovery and get back to a life. Lately I’ve been trying to stay positive and find whatever I can to keep me laughing and uplifted.
I had a little photo shoot with my furbaby Mylo and we got to hang out at the firepit one evening. Then my boyfriend and I found some entertainment with his cat Paywly (chasing mice on my computer), it was hysterical! I haven’t really spent a lot of time on my social media stuff because mentally I’m having a hard time being social. I’m just trying to focus on my health and taking a lot of time to rest my body. So as you can imagine, I’ve been watching a lot of movies and to lift my spirits I’ve watched a few great comedian shows! So even though there hasn’t been any real productive things going on over here, I’ve just been taking it one day at a time till I hear about getting surgery.
As I said, I’ve gotten to that point that I’ve put my social media social life on a bit of a hold. There are more sleepless nights that I don’t prefer which doesn’t make me so productive during the day. I’m longing for being pain free and having a good night sleep sometime soon! I have some pain killers but as I said before, I’m afraid of getting addicted so I choose to drink myself to sleep. I know that isn’t good either but right now it’s my only device to get some rest. I’m sure the next thing I’m going to say, a lot of you can relate too…. I’m starting to go into financial hardship but I’m thankful to my boyfriend for providing a roof over my head and food in our fridge. I’m frustrated with my financial and physical issues but….I’m not sure if it’s the anti-depressants I’m on or the fact that I’ve learned so much in life and what is really important that surprisingly, I’m not freaking out like I would ten years ago. Finances are finances, money is just money but my health is my first priority right now and I just want to get out of pain and be able to walk and do simple things in my life.
I appreciate all the support, kind words and love. I know that just like this crazy Corona virus..that my back issues will eventually pass as well. I’m staying positive and strong and hope you do too!!!
Hugz & Kisses,